Hi Retro_Chic. I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling. How long has it been since you've seen your T?

I understand your fears. I've had them, too--but if it reassures you any, I've personally found it very easy to reconnect with my T after a break. I never imagined I could go in after a month or two months and still feel connected to my T, but it worked out fine. I think you'll find that things are different once you're back in the familiar room, seeing T face-to-face.

I wish you the best of luck.