I have been a cutter for decades , didn't really know why until about 6 years ago , I haven't cut in over 4 years... Longest time I have ever gone !
I did self harm because I had no self worth and self loathing I literally hated myself ....
Self harm is an endorphin rush and additive.
I got very lucky once and self harm damn near killed me.
Stay safe
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