I finally admitted today that I'm suicidal. I've been suppressing it but I admitted it this morning to MHMR and then to my husband in the midst of an argument.
It couldn't come at a worse time financially. I'm in the middle of switching to Medicare and having trouble getting my meds covered at a price that I can pay.
I'm just really tired of the fight.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha
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