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Originally Posted by retro_chic
So there are now only two more sleeps until I see T again but I'm so nervous about it. What if we've lost the connection we had before? Throughout this entire break I've been desperate to see T and be comforted by her I'm worried that I've built it up so much that I will be disappointed. I also have some anger built up over the fact that I felt abandoned and like T didn't prepare me enough for the break or care about me. I know those thoughts/feelings aren't logical but they're there. I really hate feeling angry at T because then it's like my only source of comfort is ruined. I'm so tired but my brain won't let me sleep because I keep obsessing over this.
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I get how your feeling. I was anxious after my long break. I haven't seen my T since July. I saw her today for the first time and it wa abetted than when we lay left off. There was no lost connection at all and the vibes were all good.
I'm sorry that you felt abandoned. Perhaps that's something that you can discuss with her in session. I thought the long break would also cause a disconnect but I was wrong. It might turn out to be a positive experience. Good luck!