Hello gayleggg: I'm sorry you are struggling. But I celebrate the fact that you have let your struggle be known even if it did occur partly in the midst of an argument with your husband. I just keep everything to myself. So I know what that feels like. I'm on Medicare but I'm not on med's of any variety. So I don't know what kinds of costs I'd be facing if I were. I know how difficult it can be to keep going though. So I send hugs with the hope you will be able to find deep peace within...