We're facing a situation.
Since I got disability we can be ready to move out on our own again (and move the **** out of this town... or whatever the hell you want to call it. This awful rural area and get the hell back to the city) and be fine financially, as far as paying our monthly bills go, by April 1st.
However, if we stick it out until June 1st, we can have all of our medical debt paid off, refinance our car, and have about $8000 in savings because we're not touching my disability money until we get back to the city.
As of now, if we leave April 1st we'll only have half the medical debt paid off, won't be able to refinance our car, and will be left with $1500 in savings after moving.
However, I don't know how much longer I can stay in this area, with my husband's parents! I'm going nuts. I'm bored. I have no friends here. I don't have a job. I can't drive anywhere because there's no where to drive to and I'm scared to drive on country roads. I'm sleeping on a couch because we don't technically have a room and there's barking dogs outside our "room" every morning (eighteen of them!), so it's too loud for me to sleep, and bright for that matter. Our cats are living in a kennel. We don't have any personal space. I have no privacy, except for when I'm in the bathroom. This house is tiny, so there are a lot of people habituating a cramped area. I love his parents to death, but they're trying to parent our daughter, and I don't know how much longer I can stand being judged and interfered with regarding my parenting.
So. I don't know!
What do you guys think?
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