I can't shut my brain off. I've been really stressed about life and everything--especially with taxes coming up--and the semester started today. I have no money. I work a full work-week while still somehow sinking into debt. I want to go to graduate school to get a higher-paying job after this semester--but oh look! That's going to involve even more debt. I have a nightmarish credit score, seriously, the scores that you see on late-night cable ads for services to help your credit. I have really. bad. credit. I'm not afraid of hard work, but it feels like for every one step forward, I take two steps back. Now I'm just angry at the world. I feel like it's impossible to survive here. I want to run away, but there's nowhere to go. You need money to do anything or get anywhere.

I was already in a bad mood and feeling anxious, and stressed, and then I got online to find spiteful comments on another forum where I had previously reached out for help. Now I'm just done. I feel done with everything. I'm angry with people, I'm angry with life, I'm angry with just everything!!!

I'm not an angry person usually. I didn't know I could see this amount of red.

I thought maybe typing would help, it usually does, but tonight it doesn't seem to be.