I can't tell you whether or not to go IP. I can say that it wouldn't hurt to get a psychiatric evaluation to see if it'd be a good idea. A mental health professional/physical outsider's perspective might do you some good. What you're going through right now isn't easy and you definitely need some help getting through all of this; no question about it. Hospitalization could help to temporarily reduce the stress of everyday life, so there is that. Again, I can't tell you whether or not to go but I do encourage seeking some assistance or advice from a MH professional, if at all possible. You're also welcome to talk to me anytime you want to get things off your chest. Best of luck.