It's been three years since I stopped cutting... I want to tell my T and celebrate it, but I feel like she won't care because I'm not doing all that stellar otherwise. Lately, I've been really tempted to cut. I don't think I actually ever will, but the urge comes still. I can't believe I still want to so bad after 3 years without it!

I just wanted someone to celebrate with me. Most of you here probably don't know me anymore, but I used to post here a lot back in the days when I was cutting,and for a while after....

Thanks for listening.

SweetC