I see my T today. I didn't feel the need to email her this week so I didn't. She said, after the EMDR, that maybe I'd have a dream. No dreams that I recall. I don't think I need to talk about my mother more right now. Being shut out is still an issue, but there are other things going on in my life to discuss. I feel more at peace with my past, so maybe EMDR worked? Or maybe I'm too overwhelmed with real life at the moment. I don't want to spend my $100 talking about paying it to her! It seems like more at stake to accomplish more for that money. Not a good attitude. Probably better to not think about the money and go on as before. I'm trying to decide what to focus on other than the fee issue. It was my decision so should NOT need to be a topic for discussion!