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Originally Posted by Flutterby11
thanks for the replies i havent gone to the ER. i am trying to just keep going hour by hour if i start crying again i might go but i just feel like i would be bothering them like they have to deal with real emergencies this is just me and i dont really matter i dont want to take a bed away from someone else even if it was just for the night.
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You need and deserve help. You are worth it. I'm kind of feeling the same way but keep fighting the thoughts. I know that when I'm out of the depression I will feel differently. Sometimes it takes a hospital visit to bring it home to me that I am worthy of life and of feeling better. I'm considering it for myself, but not quite ready. So I listen to music that reminds me of better times. Please reach out for help. May peace be with you.
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