Hi Haunted,

Sorry for your bad day and feeling overwhelmed. I too had a horrible day and felt so suicidal I didn't know what else to do but to be hospitalized. Luckily for me I found this site last month and today especially so many people helped me keep it together. You are fortunate to have a husband who loves and supports you, my husband is the opposite and criticizes me and is emotionally abusive especially when I need him the most. I've come to the conclusion that he doesn't love me anymore at all and just stays with me for our son and it's convenient at this time.

Welcome to this group as they are a bunch of wonderful people who will be there for you no matter how you feel and no one here will shame you or discount how you are feeling like I get at home.