Hello Faltu confussion: Your dilemma is one I think we all struggle with to one degree or another. Perhaps if there were a possibility of you seeing a counselor or therapist, this might help you to clarify where you are heading in your career. Being here on PC may help too though. There is a lot of support available here.

I see this is your first post here on PC. So... to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! May the time you spend here be of benefit.