Hello alaralyn245: I'm sorry you're having all of this difficulty. Unfortunately I cannot really address your concerns. But I noticed no one had replied to your post. So I thought I would.

I was put on Lexapro years ago for a brief period. However, I developed little red pin-prick dots all over my calves & so I was taken off of it immediately. I don't even know for certain if the two things were related. I'm no longer on psych med's. They've just never done enough for me that I felt they were worth the expense, to say nothing of the side effects. The last AD I was on was Cymbalta & it was the best one (for me) I ever took. Anyway... best of luck with your upcoming appointment.