(((((((((((SweetC)))))))))))))))))

I celebrate you, because that's fantastic! Sometimes when things are bad, it helps to remember what's working out well for you -- and you're doing a fantastic job! Temptation doesn't mean you're going to do it, and I'm sorry you don't think your T will care... maybe bring it up anyways and see what she says? Sometimes T's can surprise us.

Take good care of yourself!