Being incapable of helping and rescuing the people closest to me. That no matter what I did, it was never enough and I just ended up getting hurt in the process to no avail.

I regret not protecting my little brother from the things that was happening to him. I should've noticed and I should've picked up on it. I should've known and I should've stopped it all from happening. I should've shot that little prick in the face before he ever had another chance to touch my little brother again.

I regret a lot of stupid things I've done and crimes I've committed in the past. I regret hurting people for no other reason than I was hurting. I regret letting those people get to me and not being the bigger person and walking away. I regret not being there for my uncle when he died and for not being there that night my friend died in August. If I would've just shown up, that accident would've never happened.

I have a lot of regret and I'm pretty sure I'd write a book before I was finished.

I'm sorry about your parents.