i dont even know where to start he was rude and it was just horrible he basically said it wasnt his job to support me which it is because he cant be bothered. i am so done he said that if i was feeling bad then just go to the hospital even though that is supposed to be the last resort i am just so over it i really cant take this i am literally crying as i type this and i have zero support right now nobody even knows how terrible i feel and i want to scream it hurts so so much inside everything seems so dark i feel like no one wants me around like they are all just saying go ahead we would all like it better without you anyway. i dont know what to do maybe there is nothing i can do maybe that is all there is.