i don't have a memory, besides 2-3 traumas, but even those are far away .. i guess i have amnesia
i've been the same age for many many years
im glad you were able to leave it, im still in the middle of some form of dysfunction at 27 due to not being able to survive on my own :/ (totally sucks...)
but i do have others that i become in order to survive, its just really confusing... would think i could become someone else just to get out of this place