I'm 90% better but my experience with her will always be a big part of my life. I expect to explain to her why I'm dropping it off (vs mail) and that I'm in a much better place because she did terminate me. Almost like a thank you. Regardless of how she acts, it will be closure because this is the last thing I'm waiting for. And, it's hard. It's like a death. It is especially difficult because we have mutual friends and have kids in the same sport. After multiple discussions with my current therapist, this path seemed the most healing for me so it's the one I'm taking.

If she doesn't act right, it will further solidify my feelings that she wasn't a good fit for me and I will rise above.