thanks, I hardly ever come here because of this and then this silence is more of what I get. Yup, mods will delete. And I care because it stops me from contacting people who care for me? Forget it. I was here as a positive voice for a long time. No more positive, I feel like I don't know how to get up, brush teeth etc. I am so sad and yes, I need to be sad and feel it and know it and see it change but, it sucks to be the gutter woman here that is not worth the time as I have not been here complaining lately.