So I have this thing called conversion disorder it's like basically causes me to not be able to speak move lift neck walk talk move hands and sometimes my body jerks nonstop.it just seems with this disorder impossible to live life my family won't teach me to drive cause once or twice (never behind the wheel)I can't open my eyes .they don't trust me.i can't live in a house alone cause I sometimes need to pee and if I can't move kind of difficult plus bathing is also difficult my mom is my in home support worker but she's getting old .and what about working sure I could mooch of the government for my disability check but it's not enough to be happy just enough to survive .I don't think anyone would hire me in my condition the only thing I've come up is starting my own business which takes time. So I ask myself really what's the point?