Hi MickeyCheeky
Well........well done!!!! That must have been tough to do, so kudos!!!!
As for your mom.........well sometimes, like at this time, you just have to do the best thing for
you, no matter what others are going to think. You have to put yourself
first!!

And if that T really wasn't working, ultimately things could have got
even worse instead of better for you.........
and you'd be wasting all that time with them, when you could be getting
real support elsewhere..........so a very brave move from you!!
And now........maybe you could turn your mom's anger to your benefit, it sounds like she's wanting you to see someone, so maybe you could encourage her to help you find another T, one who might better meet your needs..........
But again...........well done and kudos!!

And here's looking to this being a step in the road towards you getting the support you need and deserve!!!
Alison