Hello animatronic: I just replied to another of your posts. Honestly, I don't know what to tell you about this. But since you had not yet received replies to this post I thought I would reply.

I'm an older man who has struggled his entire life with gender dysphoria. (It's a long story & I'll spare you the details.) But, anyway, what my own experience tells me is that concerns related to gender identity, as well as sexual orientation, can be extremely difficult & perplexing.

I don't know how old you are. Since you're apparently a young person, perhaps your gender identity simply has not yet had time to become clear. However under any circumstances at some point talking all of this through, over time, with a therapist who has experience working with gender identity issues may be the way to go. My experience suggests to me that this is something you may have difficulty working out by thinking it through in your own mind. That's not to say it's not possible. But I think there's something to be said for talking it through, at length with a knowledgeable mental health professional.

I would presume you will yet receive some replies from some younger members here on PC. And I would presume their replies will probably be of more value. But I wanted to at least get the ball rolling here, as they say. I wish you well...