hi gerber, could you be forgetting a lot of the session because you were sick (or coming down with something)? My cognitive functions are really bad when I'm sick!

I had a couples session once, and discovered later there were large chunks I didn't remember at all. It was a very, very painful session, plus I had this painful stuff going on with T to top it off. Later in an individual session, T and I were going over some of what happened in couples, and we discovered I was missing large pieces of it. He told me I had dissociated due to the pain, and he would help me with that in the future, by keeping closer watch on me and keeping me there with him by being extra connected.

If you think you were dissociating, maybe you could tell your T and he can help you stay there.