Hello, I am a gender non-conforming female that is in the process of transition from female to neutral. For most my life I have not felt like I was either gender yet both genders. If I had my choice of physical body, it would be that of a eunuch male. I too feel like my gender just is.... I'm just me. Working through things with my t, I've realized that I am probably more masculine than the they/them's of the world....

As far as are you transgendered... only you can figure that out. From what little you've put here, I would say that you are at least questioning and talking to a therapist is one of the best ways to work out what you are feeling.