I feel VERY weird today I still feel sad and all that stuff but I also feel very busy and VERY irritable like I want to scream at everyone all the time. I also feel oddly powerful like I can do anything and I want to be "free" I dont know exactly how to describe what I mean by that but it is a strong urge. I also feel like i need to fix things and have been shopping a lot I bought a fish tank and a whole bunch of stuff to go in it and I am going to get fish soon. Anyway I am also crying one second and laughing the next. What should I do I know I feel weird but I dont know if it is an ok weird or a bad weird.