I wonder if you have a documented disability/MI, rehabilitation services in your state would pay part or fully for your college classes/vocational training etc. many of my students gets tons of education free. You might even have free therapy through them. Free drivers education etc All you need is documented disability from your doctor. I can locate these services in your state if you need one. I think if you get other ducks in a row you might get better dating prospects.

You are smart and witty and cute, I am sure there are guys out there.