It's like this gentle but sturn force. It wraps itself, like hands, around my face and throat. Then I get this weird sensation like my skin's asleep. This overwhelming ringing sounds in my ears, like an old tv when the station didn't come in and that weird fuzzy sound. I get brief moments of dull ache in different parts of my head. Then it's like sound muffled alarm is going off above me, but it's quiet. I can't look at my reflection, ever. The woman's there, even if I don't see her, I know she's there. Pieces of my bedroom start to move out of place, like my mattress melts into the box spring or bedroom door opens but there's another door behind it. Except when that happens, someone's standing there and I don't think it's the woman. She's usually in mirrors and the hallway. No this one I think is a guy but I'm not sure.

I'm completely awake and I'm not suffering from a lack of sleep. Just tell me; what the hell is happening to me and why won't it stop?