I have a fear of metal and it is driving me crazy I have to wash my hands right away if I touch metal by accident. I'm so scared I'll get radiation poisoning because someone who makes things from metal was too cheap to dispose of radioactive metal safely. I'm scared I'll die of radiation poisoning if I touch metal and every time I accidently touch metal I feel like throwing up and my hands get tingly and I get dizzy until I wash my hands and I don't know what to do!! I don't have OCD btw I just have Depression, generalized anxiety, and BPD.