About three years ago I experienced a tornado that caused a tree to fall down on my house which nearly caved the roof in. During that event I genuinely felt like I was going to die. Ever since I cry and get shaky when there are storms with high winds (or any wind to be honest), I monitor the weather constantly, I refuse to go outside if it looks like it may rain. If they say in advance that bad weather will happen I will stay up literally all night to monitor it. I have constant nightmares about tornadoes, in which I often feel very scared. Recently I had a very intense dream in which a tornado ripped through the building I was hiding in and picked me up and threw me leaving me paralyzed. Another dream also where I was driving and had to hide in a cellar away from a tornado with winds of 120 mph. Btw even severe thunderstorms with no tornado freaks me out. I don't know what to do as no one takes me seriously.