(((((((((((((wisewoman))))))))))))))),

I too just got onto the computer for the first time today. I am swamped at my new home with a huge mess that was left me by the painter (I am having to repaint everything that was already done & it cost me a small fortune besides to have the crummy job done....that's my grumble...sorry).

I too am available if you want to PM or even email. I have also been in a difficult place right now & anxiety has been my main problem.

I know that the situation you went through has left you feeling a lack of value in your life. I hope that you can find something to place a value back into your life. When we depend on only one thing to give us value in our lives & that one thing doesn't turn out the way we want it to, it leaves us devistated.....it's understandable, but is something that we have to get through & beyond. (I know my career was that only thing in my life & when I lost it.....wham....I was such a huge mess, I ended up suicidal (no don't go there).

I understand how everything you went through has left you with these feelings, but it's time now to put other things back into your life so you can focus on something other than the loss you went through with loosing custody of the little girl.

If you need or want to talk....feel free to PM or email me. I will usually get back within 24 hours at worst case.

Take care of yourself....I really care,
Debbie