I don't know if I could do that. I'm not very emotionally brave. But I was a mess at his services. She could see my pain. She ended up comforting me, actually. She didn't show her own pain very much. I figured, well we all cope differently. For some it's easier to comfort others than it is to cry yourself.

We'll see how it goes this time around. I hope it's a nice visit for all involved.