You're very busy, you feel powerful with a strong urge and idea that you can do anything, you need to fix things, you're shopping a lot. All of those are straight up mania. You're sad and very very irritable, switching emotions. All of those things point to a mixed episode. For sure you should get help. To begin with I would get a hold of your mental health worker and get permission to up your antipsychotic immediately. It Then take his advice and also monitor yourself to see if you need more help.