Thanks. I think she was hurt to some degree, that there was a part of me that was always so angry at her. But she was also honored that I trusted her enough to share it and thankful that she got some insight into the turmoil in my head over something as simple as a flower.

I've written quite a few pieces like this, most recently about her telling me she had cancer and how "we" all reacted.

Edited to add

This type of writing is not something I can just do by the way, I have to be drowning in the mixed emotion of the situation.