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Old Jan 20, 2017, 09:50 PM
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Originally Posted by LeelaD View Post
I'm afraid of the pain that I know comes after the loss, even if the relationship has been abusive, I'm afraid of the pain of loss....terrified, absolutely terrified of it, I feel like the next time I have to experience it I will possibly die of a weakened heart, that's the truth of how I feel sometimes inside.
I really really feel for you. Try to find teeny tiny little embers of courage deep in your soul that you can nurture into the flame and passion that you need to get away and fix your life. It's the only way that I know of to find hope in an otherwise hopeless situation.

Some people are just total pricks. They don't have a treatable diagnosis or a personality disorder they are just bad toxic people We need to learn to identify and get away from them quickly as possible and forever.

Making really good decisions with the information that you have is the only way I know of to get out of ****** situations. I think you can do it. We're rooting for you.

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Current Meds: Prozac 30mg, Lamictal 150mg, Latuda 40mg, Wellbutrin 150 XL

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AAPs - Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel
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Thanks for this!
LeelaD