Hi Snowsunshine
It is very hard just to get thru the day at times... I can relate.
Please stick with us here at PC.
All that have posted are truly genuine kind caring supportive people..and there are many more like them here who have felt like you do presently at times as well... when things get bad..come on here and write it out!..I think you will find you are not alone..and hopefully whatever is causing you to feel so hopeless right now ...will pass..in the meantime...one moment at a time. We will be here to help you thru.
-LITW