Hey dragon.... how ya doing? You've been in my thoughts and prayers all day so I hope you are hanging in okay. I snooped at your blog to see if you'd posted there and see that you have. Lot of negative talk there to suggest you are having a rough go given the timing.

I wanted to suggest you read back to an earlier post when you seemed almost manicly happy and optomistic. Seems you are cycling pretty fast right now and perhaps you might want to connect with your therapist sooner than later. Don't try to handle the mixed feelings on your own.

You sound like a very special man with a lot of love in his heart for his family. You've already made huge strides. It would be heartbreaking to see anything break that momentum.

Keep the faith my friend.... walk in beauty.