About an hour ago my little sister said to me that she can't stand talking to me because all I say is stupid things. Then she attacked me and told me to get out of her room because she hates me. I know it's pathetic but I just want to be her friend. Because I have no one. And I feel like I will never have anyone. No friends, no social life, I'm the total opposite to her. Same with my brothers. I'm the eldest in the family, I shouldn't seem so pathetic. Sometimes I feel physically sick with how bad my life is going. It feels like no one cares about me at all. I am just so sick of everything and everyone in this world that I just want to scream.