mine is, I guess, not taking life seriously

before I was diagnosed with mental health issues, I had no thoughts about the future, no real goals in mind, etc.
of course, now I have my MI issues, and now I am getting older (slowly), I sort of need a distraction- something to focus on or something to work towards, but I have nothing.

because I can't think

because as charleen said in her 1982 single,

" i've never been to me"

my other regret I guess is not paying much attention in school.

sure a lot of it was taken up with hospital visits, and I moved schools a lot

but still, the bits of stability I had where I could have payed attention... I feel quite thick now, and I don't know a lot of stuff that I actually should