I have seen that when i feel really low i can come here, chat a bit, explain what's wong and then i feel better but at the same time i feel worse because it ALL comes up. i need to talk but i know it will end up with me getting worse ..... its already happened, so i know. it's a catch 22. im just so tired of it.

i'll give it a try anyway. here's the problem:
on monday i have an interview with people who's supposed to help me find a job but im scared of talking and saying how bad i really am, that they say i cant work and this means no money. on the other side, if i seem too good. they'll look for heavy jobs and i am not capable of staying 4 hours a day, go figure for a full time job.

im just scared i guess.

any opinion?