Yes Divine, true, life has taught me many lessons, I regret that I'm a person who has to learn them from experience and can't take advice, I often wonder how different things would have been if I was able to be more decisive and take advice more often.

Already, it has started, I am organising my tickets and things to leave and try to stay out of his way, he has now backed down and wants to discuss and talk about things, wants me to listen to his feelings, wants me to listen to him tell me that all of his moods and anger and aggression was because of the resentment he feels toward me, I tell him it's ok, I understand and things will be much better for him without me there...but he starts to say that it's easy for me to walk away and that should I not make an effort to listen to him and his feelings and how he feels...that he was so angry with me yesterday morning because when he woke up I said 'good morning, how are you?' in a cheerful way, that my cheerfulness angered him but at the same time if I hadn't said good morning that would also have angered him, everything I do or say angers him, I've heard it so many times, I have already sent my CV to apply for jobs in my home country and am just trying to breathe through.