I've been drinking since 8:30 this morning. A friend came over and relentlessly banged on the door. She always stops by without calling first. I think this is rude behavior. I was nice to her and just told her I was tired. In truth, I didn't want any visitors. I mean I'm drunk, what is there to talk about. I want to be left alone until I shake this. She's the one that forced me to go ip last week and now I have a $6000.00 hospital bill I can't pay for. She didn't know this and was only trying to do what she thought was best. But I didn't get meds for 3 days at hospital. They sent me home at day 4. I go to a free clinic and they aren't open over the weekend so they said they couldn't verify scripts. The hospital stay was a waste of time and money and I'm angry. When I quietly told her I didn't want to go she went behind my back and called 911-suddenly there were 10 uniformed ems people forcing me to get into an ambulance bc I had cut my wrist and was drunk. I pleaded with them not to make me no as I can't afford a $500.00 ambulance but they said they would not leave unless I agreed to go with my friend. So I went and I ate some good food. The nurses were nice. The Drs. could have cared less. I wish my so called friend had let me sleep it off. I'm worse off than I was before.