Just to let you know that you do matter to us and we can show you love and warmth you need to get by. I have to return the favor as I too feel unloved by my spouse and crave him to love me again. However I can't make anyone love me or want me, but it's going to have to do just me loving myself. I made it through a very tough day yesterday and I am so thankful for the love I felt here on these posts. Hope you feel better and know you are never alone in your feelings and there will be someone there for you in your time of need. I had an attitude change this morning and decided I want to live no matter who loves me or not. It will be hard to keep this up, but I think with all of you it can work. Keep your spirit up and feel all the warmth and love around you.