I think it is time for me to shut my feelings regarding helping others near me. I've been kind helping others to be kind, but I think I've been trying to prove my worth in hopes of finding someone who accepts me. I'm only demeaning and fooling myself into thinking it is possible. I have to try thinking of myself and it won't be easy being it's always been about others. I've wasted too much time taking care of others and not myself. The question I ask and set out to find the answer for is.....Am I too late?