Ugggg....

Masturbating to porn ain't cutting it anymore. I want real sex. And not the one night stand kind of sex. I want deep meaningful relationship sex. I'm not going to be some guy's booty call for the night. I'm a relationship kind of gal, not a have sex with random strangers every night kind of one.

I haven't even so much as had a kiss from a guy in over a year. I feel like crying from the frustration.

Uggg.....I feel so low...so depressed....so undesirable....so....like a lost cause.

I just want to be loved by a man.....is there any man out there who feels they can love me?