You have a beautiful face and I really love your red hair. It is important to get a "win" in your life. Exercise, continue to apply for jobs, dress nice, etc. Seesaw is right that confidence really is attractive. When I'm depressed I am not as outgoing and don't have as much to say. Back when I was single, when I was euphoric, I just tended to flirt more and talk to a lot of guys. It was actually a dangerous thing when I drank to much. But I am really just saying that when you are happy about yourself because you have goals and are reaching for them, it makes a big difference so THINK POSITIVE about yourself!!