Honestly, I can't recall. I think it was basically me ranting about my life. It was cold and we just sat down in shopping mall for 30 minutes or so. But nobody is my friend. Nobody can be. He was jealous when I mention I got sudden/disturbingly/shocking message from gorgeous girl. I didn't even thought about anything with her and it's just message. He instantly got AWOL!!! After all God damm it I am totally impotent. Which drives me insane! I keep getting freakin sex fantasy dreams in which I am able to, but as soon as I wake up I realize it's a F*CKIN DREAM!!! Yeah, I skipped 1 grade of school also! But I don't know WHAT I can tell to ANY doctor to help me? I really wanna die. It's cool when you sleep. But it's not cool when you don't know where or in which form will you awake or even still will you at all? Afterlife! I have so many theories, yet it's still mystery! And I don't want to wake up in hospital on connected to apparatus and with heavy damage to my body. I just wanna sleep... And dream... No pain. Just to avoid pain!