Thanks for all of your support.

i'd like to PM to those of you who kindly offered it, but im afraid it would make it all more complicated for me and the other too, but thanks a lot. it was heart whelming.

so... another day fully in bed passed. scared for tomorrow and the interview that should say how ill i am and based on that which jobs are a better fit for me. so they should find me a job. a job? i dont even get up to go to the toilet. having more money would be nice, but for what?