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Well, what do you purpose, Nammu? I can't seek therapy because I can't get there. I can't get a job because I can't drive, and no public transportation. I can't save money because I'm a compulsive spender who has no self control and I can't get therapy to find said self control because of the aforementioned reasons.

I can't do this alone and no one will help me...it's what it all boils down to.