There is a point to this thread. The point is I am trying to move forward -- out of and away from suicidal ideation.

I will probably spend a few days wrapping up this job experience. I doubt if they will rehire me but I also don't think they should get away with unfair business practices and it is obvious they are pretty sloppy. There is a sense that the managers are just trying to cover their butts. The work world may have changed since I started out. I don't remember so much duplicity and manipulation. It causes paranoia which is certainly not good for my mental health.

I am putting my mental health first. That is the point of this thread.

So many people are struggling to get out of stay out of the deep dark pit of depression, despair, anxiety, and suicidal ideation.

I can't go back to that. I would rather die out in the jungle fighting wild creatures than curled up in a ball in the back of the cave just waiting for death.